Hair Drama

i'm going through a j-pop stage in music right now. i especially like "planetarium" by otsuka ai.

anyways ...

i REALLY hate my hair. i'm sort of in the in-between stage of growing out my hair, getting rid of my leftover cuniperm, and reddish highlights.

so i have two-toned hair right now ... black and straight on top, curly and orange on bottom. great~.

the sad part of the whole business is that i've actually never seen my real original hair since i was 15 years old. since then, i've gone through my phases of your regulation blonde streaks (high school/college), copper highlights (high school mostly), reddish hair (college), orange/blondish hair (apres college), and various shades of brown (ash brown, golden brown, natural brown - all throughout).

but now that i'm seeing virgin hair for the first time in a long time ... i'm like, "wow ... i have GREAT HAIR!" ... vs. what trina said a year back, "yes, your hair looks very sick ..."

so why am i gleefully rubbing my hands together thinking of what to do next? (orange hair, lightish brown, or back to BLONDE!) here we go again ...

see, the asian girl dilemma is simply this: conform or DIE.

just kidding. well, maybe not really. sometimes you want to stand apart from the crowd ... and not end up looking like every other girl in k-town. other times ... not so bad to be so unanimous ... i mean, anonymous.

but then again, could be worse ... you could end up looking normal.

*shudder*